If I could walk out in the evening
And not be haunted by your face
Then is suppose I wouldn't miss you
And be forced to leave this place
but I suppose that I am lucky
to have a love worth fighting for
if struggle is the human condition
then I'm be struggling til morn
I took a walk outside this morning
A walk around to clear my head
You see I've run out of medicine
The kind that helps me go to bed
Insomnia can be a real backstabber
But he's the only friend I have right now
So with late nights filled inspiration
I'll keep him satisfied for now
But it's ok I think I'll be alright
If we could just talk on the phone
I'll be alri
It's the fourth of July
In my small home town
The streets are alive
If only for a day
But me I sit right here
Alone with my guitar
As a cigarette burns
I write down this song
Today was uneventful
Because my lack of drugs
Tomorrow will be good for something
If I just find a little love
If all my songs are about doing nothing
Then I guess there nothing left to do
Than to raise up all our glasses
And dedicate a song to you
I woke up this morning
With death knocking on my door
I watched from the window
As he drove away in a big black ford
I painted my world today
It dripped it on my shirt
Now I got nothing better to do
The Moon is Still my Friend by carrrrrrllllll, literature
Literature
The Moon is Still my Friend
I Walk around blankly starting at noon and have
Philosophical conversations with the moon
Faces pass and some of them are friendly
Stop at the doorway if you think you'll find me
The sun melts my inspiration
As I compose another tune
But with no imagination
And guitar strings out of tune
I guess I'll just have to wait for you
To come home
Empty parties filled with people
And cops running up the steeple
But I'm not scared
If you should shout out to the night
And maybe try to start a fight
I might be there
Just unprepared
The drugs they take the night off
to stop the voices in my head
These hot nights are empty
But th
It's true I don't know where I'm going
But I doubt that you can
Help me find myself
I've heard the people talkin
Talkin bout things not good for my health
But I still can't help but smile
And save the worries for another life
I know that not really the best
Thing to do
But I really don't remember
Asking you
Bright faces fill the empty spaces
As we walk through the forest
Of forgotten places
Looking for a place to kill some time and
Maybe burn this dime
I'm glad these kids are having fun
When all is said and done
I like my cancer in the sun
I know you didn't expect me to be so rude
Well I'm sorry but I'm just in that
i'm riding through a sunset covered in rain
the waves pass beneath my ship
as i sail the expanse of emptiness
letting my senses be my guide
rocking me slowly to dreams of peace
and hours of sedation
my house is in a tree
solid walls defend me
calm lights through foggy air
the rain falls gently on my roof
small drops of falling light
washing away the grime
as the world goes by
warmess courses though my veins
into my head and out of my voice
throwing poetry into the air
the inspiration comes from what i see
in the air around me
reaching tranquility
Under a blanket away from the sun
Surfing through the clouds
Storing memo
It was only a small town
With dark streets that emptied at midnight
Where nothing ever happened
Except on that day
When the man with the gun stepped out that door
The streets they were blocked off
And the red lights were flashing
As people watched from their windows
And rumors were spreading
Through the town
Like a wildfire
He walked out the door with a gun in his hand
And asked the world why it had come to this
The man with the gun
He shot us all down
With a shot that was never really there
The man with the gun
Sat alone that night
With the eyes of a small town staring back at him
They say that there was fight
Or jus
It's late at night and creaking floorboards and stairs
Remind of the time I should have been there
And the holes in the walls
Full of echoes of anger
Quietly give me company
Listen outside to the calls of the frogs
As they give conversation for those who will listen
And the creatures that crawl through my walls
Keep me company on this lonely night
sitting alone in this room tonight
making conversation with the ones that passed us by
I turn to my left and I see you there
But I can't tell if you really care
It's a light, it's a ghost or just a shape in the dark
its just in my head so I close my eyes for the night
driving down d
Donny rode on home that morning they asked where he'd been
On the course with his friend frank he learned the world was gonna end
A smart young boy he was but some people are just born with tragedy
The pills they keep sane as he detaches from reality
Donny I've been watching you
I came from the future
I can do anything and so can you
Donny walked home that morning with the girl he just met
Awkward conversations and exchanged compliments
She says she wants a kiss at the perfect time
To remind her how beautiful the world can be
Burn it to the ground
He said
They made me do it
The search for god is absurd if
Everything dies alo
She draws a picture of a boy
Whispering to a girl
She smiles softly at every word
As he whispers in her ear
And captures the moment
Of perfect happiness
She draws a picture
Of a man standing with his child
With a story of love, loss and sacrifice
A story that's familiar
To a few of us
as I pore over the pages
I see that girl
Who looked at the world
And captured it on paper
Oh she draws a picture
Of warm hugs and angry voices
The times with our best friends
Cemented in time
To not be forgotten
As all the years go past
She draws a picture
Inspired by a dream, a friend
or the one she loves the most
with faces of j
Innocent charm
She draws me in
And pins me down
She wins again
But I don't care
The room shakes
We lose control
Lost in ecstasy
Hold on tight just one more time
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
But when she's here we make it rain
Till the storm has run its course
Seek shelter in high places
Or stay outside and get saturated
Together we can brave the storm
Cold nights creep up with chilling air
The only way to keep warm at night
Is by exchanging body heat
We sneak out and whisper, not a sound
Be discreet, dark disguise
But screams soon fill the midnight air
Like a drug please fuck me up
And never let me down
A tri
If I could walk out in the evening
And not be haunted by your face
Then is suppose I wouldn't miss you
And be forced to leave this place
but I suppose that I am lucky
to have a love worth fighting for
if struggle is the human condition
then I'm be struggling til morn
I took a walk outside this morning
A walk around to clear my head
You see I've run out of medicine
The kind that helps me go to bed
Insomnia can be a real backstabber
But he's the only friend I have right now
So with late nights filled inspiration
I'll keep him satisfied for now
But it's ok I think I'll be alright
If we could just talk on the phone
I'll be alri
It's the fourth of July
In my small home town
The streets are alive
If only for a day
But me I sit right here
Alone with my guitar
As a cigarette burns
I write down this song
Today was uneventful
Because my lack of drugs
Tomorrow will be good for something
If I just find a little love
If all my songs are about doing nothing
Then I guess there nothing left to do
Than to raise up all our glasses
And dedicate a song to you
I woke up this morning
With death knocking on my door
I watched from the window
As he drove away in a big black ford
I painted my world today
It dripped it on my shirt
Now I got nothing better to do
The Moon is Still my Friend by carrrrrrllllll, literature
Literature
The Moon is Still my Friend
I Walk around blankly starting at noon and have
Philosophical conversations with the moon
Faces pass and some of them are friendly
Stop at the doorway if you think you'll find me
The sun melts my inspiration
As I compose another tune
But with no imagination
And guitar strings out of tune
I guess I'll just have to wait for you
To come home
Empty parties filled with people
And cops running up the steeple
But I'm not scared
If you should shout out to the night
And maybe try to start a fight
I might be there
Just unprepared
The drugs they take the night off
to stop the voices in my head
These hot nights are empty
But th
It's true I don't know where I'm going
But I doubt that you can
Help me find myself
I've heard the people talkin
Talkin bout things not good for my health
But I still can't help but smile
And save the worries for another life
I know that not really the best
Thing to do
But I really don't remember
Asking you
Bright faces fill the empty spaces
As we walk through the forest
Of forgotten places
Looking for a place to kill some time and
Maybe burn this dime
I'm glad these kids are having fun
When all is said and done
I like my cancer in the sun
I know you didn't expect me to be so rude
Well I'm sorry but I'm just in that
i'm riding through a sunset covered in rain
the waves pass beneath my ship
as i sail the expanse of emptiness
letting my senses be my guide
rocking me slowly to dreams of peace
and hours of sedation
my house is in a tree
solid walls defend me
calm lights through foggy air
the rain falls gently on my roof
small drops of falling light
washing away the grime
as the world goes by
warmess courses though my veins
into my head and out of my voice
throwing poetry into the air
the inspiration comes from what i see
in the air around me
reaching tranquility
Under a blanket away from the sun
Surfing through the clouds
Storing memo
It was only a small town
With dark streets that emptied at midnight
Where nothing ever happened
Except on that day
When the man with the gun stepped out that door
The streets they were blocked off
And the red lights were flashing
As people watched from their windows
And rumors were spreading
Through the town
Like a wildfire
He walked out the door with a gun in his hand
And asked the world why it had come to this
The man with the gun
He shot us all down
With a shot that was never really there
The man with the gun
Sat alone that night
With the eyes of a small town staring back at him
They say that there was fight
Or jus
It's late at night and creaking floorboards and stairs
Remind of the time I should have been there
And the holes in the walls
Full of echoes of anger
Quietly give me company
Listen outside to the calls of the frogs
As they give conversation for those who will listen
And the creatures that crawl through my walls
Keep me company on this lonely night
sitting alone in this room tonight
making conversation with the ones that passed us by
I turn to my left and I see you there
But I can't tell if you really care
It's a light, it's a ghost or just a shape in the dark
its just in my head so I close my eyes for the night
driving down d
Donny rode on home that morning they asked where he'd been
On the course with his friend frank he learned the world was gonna end
A smart young boy he was but some people are just born with tragedy
The pills they keep sane as he detaches from reality
Donny I've been watching you
I came from the future
I can do anything and so can you
Donny walked home that morning with the girl he just met
Awkward conversations and exchanged compliments
She says she wants a kiss at the perfect time
To remind her how beautiful the world can be
Burn it to the ground
He said
They made me do it
The search for god is absurd if
Everything dies alo
She draws a picture of a boy
Whispering to a girl
She smiles softly at every word
As he whispers in her ear
And captures the moment
Of perfect happiness
She draws a picture
Of a man standing with his child
With a story of love, loss and sacrifice
A story that's familiar
To a few of us
as I pore over the pages
I see that girl
Who looked at the world
And captured it on paper
Oh she draws a picture
Of warm hugs and angry voices
The times with our best friends
Cemented in time
To not be forgotten
As all the years go past
She draws a picture
Inspired by a dream, a friend
or the one she loves the most
with faces of j
Innocent charm
She draws me in
And pins me down
She wins again
But I don't care
The room shakes
We lose control
Lost in ecstasy
Hold on tight just one more time
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
But when she's here we make it rain
Till the storm has run its course
Seek shelter in high places
Or stay outside and get saturated
Together we can brave the storm
Cold nights creep up with chilling air
The only way to keep warm at night
Is by exchanging body heat
We sneak out and whisper, not a sound
Be discreet, dark disguise
But screams soon fill the midnight air
Like a drug please fuck me up
And never let me down
A tri
There were few times in my life that I felt so vulnerable, so small, that hiding or removing myself from the area or situation was the first impulse. This moment was one of those rare times. My palms felt sticky, and my heart was pounding so hard I thought I would faint. Say something, Mom, I thought desperately searching her face for emotion. Say anything! Mom raised her champagne glass to her perfectly lipstick coated lips and took a long sip of the amber drink. Her jewelry glistened and sparkled in the warm light pouring out from behind her.
" I take it you decided to follow through with my invitation this time," Mom said coldly.
As soon as I stepped off of the train platform I felt uncomfortably aware of the city. Crowds of people filled the dock area. Loud clanging noises, children screaming, annoying women loudly chatting it was too much stimulation compared to our nice quite booth in the train. I felt a warm hand on my arm, it was Mel.
"You alright Taylor, you're really pale?" He sounded worried. I looked up into his face, he looked a little upset.
"Do you want to go inside the station and rest for a while?" I smiled inside. He was getting more nervous now since I was so far along now.
"I'm alright, it's just
well due mostly to limited internet i haven't really posted anything since i left college. but i have been very busy writing recording and taking my music in a new direction. soon i'll start posting some of my new lyrics
:explosion:
well its officially valentines day which i will be unfortunately spending without baylen. the weekend started off pretty terrible, all of the people i usually hang out with going home for the weekend, then losing a dollar while trying to use faulty machines to do laundry, having a multitude of computer problems and finally paying out the ass for cigarettes at the most overpriced 7/11 in the world. now all i want is to listen to my ipod but wait... i dare not go in my own room since my last remaining roomate is using it to have sex with his girlfriend. all i want is my ipod :tears: but the poor thing has to sit in there and witnes
hm...I don't have myspace I know, it's like myspace is a MUST, but I know myself, and I wouldn't use it anyway, so no need to register XD so uhh...would you bother to give me a link or is your name the same there? ^^'
like i said its not what i had in mind, its so much better way better than anything i could have imagined. i love you so much, you are the best girlfriend anyone could ever ask for